Hi blog hru.... sowi for nt updating my latest news n issue with u... anyway tdy i need to back here to release all my tensions n sad... y those who i loved most will leave me soo fast... is it hard for me to keep all my loved one beside me... cant take it dear blog.... pls sumone do understand me... iam alone here... is it iam going to be alone forever... my frens n after few days now HIM... y n y???? answer me... i need to study n became graduate... need to fulfil my parents wish but i want sumone to be beside me at the same time... the happiness will last long ony 2 months after that... i will face the pain... am i doll or human... everyone use my feelings n suddenly will leave me like that... am i going to leave like death body? body without feelings and love...